Confession #1: I hate the treadmill right now!
I have been in Vernal for about two weeks now, and for some reason I cannot for the life of me bring myself to run on my mom's treadmill. It is small and old, and I just don't like it one bit haha. It also doesn't accurately track my distance, which is super irritating as well. I think I have ran on it like once since we moved here, and that was tough haha. However, I have been running outdoors. I love running outside when the weather is nice, and it is so good for me to get used to running in the thinner air since I am used to running indoors. I also have my little brother Collin to run with me, which is awesome! I have been taking Rosalie on several walks as well, and I have even ran with her stroller, but it isn't a jogging stroller, so I have to be careful ha. I am going to get a jogging stroller really soon though, and I am super excited! I can't wait to run with my baby girl more often!
Confession #2: I am really struggling with finding the motivation to do weight training/abs
Confession #3: I am still unhappy with my body at times
I have talked about my different workouts, but I haven't really said much about how I feel about myself physically. I am learning to accept my "new" body, but at times it is still hard. I feel like I need to say that I wouldn't trade my baby girl for the entire world, and I am so grateful that I was able to conceive and carry her, BUT that doesn't mean that I don't get down on myself and the way my body has changed. I honestly am at a point where I feel like I am making more progress, and I am glad. I also realize that my body is never going to be the same again. I really don't know if I will weigh what I weighed before I got pregnant, and that's okay with me. I just want to be healthy and feel good about myself. I am being totally transparent when I say these things because I feel like other moms or just other women may need to hear it. Chanse and I have also been working hard on eating healthy, and while he is way more strict than I am, I am still doing really good. I am also super creative with our meals so that they are healthy and tasty, or at least I think I'm creative hehe.
Confession #4: Goals are what keep me going
I have a 5 mile race this next weekend that I am doing with my little brother, and I also have my half marathon planned for the fall. Both should be a lot of fun, and I'm excited for them :) I am a slow runner, but I love running, so this makes it easier for me to set running goals. I also love the feeling that you have of accomplishment after a good run, it's seriously addicting! Overall though I need to do better. I have been running only about 3 or 4 days a week vs. my usual 5, so that is going to be another goal for me :)
So now that I have talked about myself plenty, I'll show off some pictures of my sweet Rose and my amazing hubby! I adore these two so much!!!
Have a wonderful Saturday!
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